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OMG What a week! I have to admit, I want a smoke right now I have too much going on and I'm getting frustrated. Plus Ive had no power for two days, that didn't help me at all, living by candle light is not fun. I guess I'm doing ok considering I didn't smoke and gave two out of my 4 packs of smokes away. I'm still hanging on to the last two, I don't know why but I am. Bromley thats great advice for Wheeze, one day at a time is all we can do. It does drive me crazy that I'm so weak to be addicted so badly to something but one day soon we will all be free. Fish I tried to PM you but I got an error that your PM's were shut off and you don't accept private messages. Can you check that and Ill send it?

Im here TBF I was at work all day and it was crazy busy, I tried to reply a few times and just couldn't. A few times today I really craved a smoke but I didn't, other times it was just a thought. Good grief does the thinking about them ever end??? Im into a full day three of not smoking. I smoked on the pills for a few weeks wheeze and to me they never tasted bad, I could still smoke and think they are the best thing going*L* But they aren't so I don't. I didn't talk to my boss all day today I was that cranky*LOL* He just stayed out of my way and didn't push my buttons. Lets hope tomorrow is a better day. Both my kids say they feel cleaner without me smoking and are so happy that I quit. My daughter has hugged me several times and she never hugs anyone anymore I know they are so proud of me so I sure cant let them down now. Ill get you added to Facebook tomorrow Fish, I just put in a 13 hour day at work. I'm beat!

Well I did go all day yesterday not having a smoke and going to do it again today. No its not easy thats for sure. I think Im the odd person out here location wise, Im in Ontario Canada. We may have a support line here but I'm not sure to be honest and I don't think I would call either. Im like thebigfish I find others who have done it and with cravings are more of a help to me. My hubby quit years ago, just left his cigs at home and never touched one again. He never smoked as much as I do but still, he didn't have any real problems quitting. Yes hes a great support for me but I don't think he understands. I do appreciate all the support you all give and reading through the older posts are great as well. Thank you Im not sure if we can mention other websites here but if anyone wants to message me I do have a FaceBook account that I use just for playing games and I started a blog of sorts on it for smoking. I can send you the link, even if its to yell and scream, I can take it*L* I know how it feels.

I know I have to give that one up, its so hard. Bromley and Lyn are right, it is in my mind. Make my mind stop *LOL* Im home alone today and want to go outside and have a smoke, no one will know but me but I wont. Today will be the first day of not having any! OMG I dont know if I can do it! How stupid does that sound??? I know its stupid and I have no excuse for having one, but I want one. thebigfish I feel for you!! I do have to admit, it does get better. At work all day I'm fine, rarely a craving and the same at home as long as my family is here. When I'm alone I feel I can smoke, thats what I have to stop. I'm going to keep cleaning and eat candy, more candy! I rarely if ever ate candy of any kind and now I do.

Hi everyone! I'm new here and this is my first post. I was searching for people who used Champix and it seems Ive found them *waves* I'm doing well, I think. Starting week 3 but still having one cig a day I'm so disappointed in myself over that one darn smoke a day. I was hoping to find others that cant give up that one or have given up that last one successfully. Anyone???