neckclicker

thanks, i replied to it

have you been to the neuro clinic?

but its so hard for me

i've seen many professionals, who can't/refuse to help me. i'm considering suicide..

thanks arula, that was a nice post. the problem is, i'm in a depressive thoughts right now, and dont know how to get out of it.

no katie, nobody has been through what i've been through. i'm sure you live a perfect life - you're probably going out with your friends tonight, then get a lift home and have more fun. you probably haven't had to suffer at all.

Samaritans don't give any advice though...

ideally i wish i could go back in time and change things. all the advice you're giving me seems simple enough, but trust me, it is so hard to follow. now you're probably thinking i'm a bit but it really is hard, ok? So please me

feargal, how do you know how i feel about it?

assistance

please, help me, or my life isn't worth living:rant:

it is so hard for me...

i often can move on, but then something will happen which reminds me of when i could'nt do something because of my neck, and i go into "worry mode" again. its really depressing...

wow i envy you

well count your blessings that your neck doesn't click mate