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if that was directed at me, thankyou. was an interesting coincidence i saw this on a low night last night. not too bad a day today relatively.

This may seem like I'm doing a bit of wallowing and is probably not appropriate for here, but I have experience with depression. It started mid teens, probably due to school bullying and my parents being unhappy. I always found back then that helping and supporting others helped to keep me afloat, though I still had serious lows involving suicidal thoughts and self harm. When my parents found out naturally they tried to help and I ended up dealing with cahms services, which I think in the long term have made it harder to get off this horrible ride- having people pretend to be on my level, talk down to me or spray 'happiness' and 'hope' at me in the hopes I would see the light made me not want to deal with anybody in a 'professional' position again. Then i went to uni without really wanting to, i was just pushed as its the thing to do. Dropped out after failing because i was too low to keep up, and have had trouble finding work which all just compounds the problem. Now my dad is afraid to approach the subject and is so bad at it when he does that its painful for me and I can't handle the conversation, and it never comes up with my mum. I find the best way for me to deal with it is just to sit tight and wait it out, using games or whatever to distract my mind from reality till it passes. It helps to vent semi anonymously online too, hence this post I guess... It hurts me so much to see what my lows do to my girlfriend, she is a light that has helped me keep going this long and it scares me that I might one day be too much to handle. The trouble with this depression is I can see it happening and what it turns me into but can't seem to do anything about it, and it self perpetuates. I can't speak about it as myself, I need a sort of virtual wall around me, to communicate over, rather than directly. I just go deeper inside myself otherwise. I'm very sorry for the offloading here haha... Its just what I feel I need to do right now.

is this what i just started playing on my tablet? seems fun, not sure if we are on about the same thing haha

there is no official minecraft for PSP. only a homebrew clone of older minecraft versions. if i remember correctly, this would require a CFW PSP and a bit of basic tech know-how and a risk (small if you know what you are doing, huge if you dont) of bricking the PSP. personally dont think its worth it...

Hey, if anyone is into games, a friend of mine is doing a 24h livestream of various games for charity. It's running now! Please feel free to take a look, or donate any money you like. I should be joining him later at about 7-8pm UK time. Livestream- http://www.hitbox.tv/Not4Skeleton Donations- https://www.extra-life.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=donate.participant&participantID=114605

this will probably be moved to the wanted thread. but try wavelength on london road.

Ipad, without a doubt- more reliable, more secure, smoother, easier to use, and as you just want to surf/use fb and view pictures, the compromises on freedom that have to be made to have security at this level such as app store dont pose a problem for you. i honestly cant see why anybody is recommending android?! android tablets (and phones) i have played with (galaxy tab, tab 2, tab 3, note, acer iconia, hudl*, nexus** etc) have mostly been clunky and slow compared to Ipads, unless its a higher power (and cost) and has a better cleaner ROM installed. *i say i played with a hudl... im being completely honest when i say that i have encountered 7 hudl tablets including a number on in-store displays, and all have been frozen or unable to turn on. **the nexus is the only stock android i have been happy enough with. P.S- to whoever it was that commented on IOS locking you to their browser- i use chrome on my iphone so bookmarks are synced with my laptop, but the safari browser that is the built in one is 'sandboxed' i believe for extra security.

2 years later, i dont reckon hes still looking for the same thing haha.

i strongly recommend taking these guys up on the offer, its a great place, used them years ago, and they would be my first choice if i were to start again.

one friend has ps4, one has xbox one, and one friend has both. honestly i think im going to go with xbox one myself as i have a 360 with plenty of live left, i prefer xbox controllers, i prefer xbox exclusives, and i can run my old 360 through the one and use it as a proper central entertainment hub.

doesnt look like a year old... 23-05-2014, 07:15.

try Next loose fit 32s.

i agree on the gibson LP studio. also i played an SG and loved the bluesy balls it had, but maybe its not got the looks youre after? as for your dislike for the strats... i was the same, till i played a fender blacktop strat HSH. try one out maybe? i also second the guy recommending you go check out Wavelength instead of the others, best in sheffield. i believe it was Richard Thompson that Wizard wouldnt let try a guitar until he bought it haha, and Rich Tone werent great for selection if i remember rightly, though that was years ago. my favourite store years ago was electro music in doncaster if its still there?

well if i think back, i believe i enjoyed the first sega megadrive and gameboy advance SP the most in their respective categories of pc and console. but if i really think about it, id still rather have my xbox 360 with GTA 5 and CFW PSP right now haha. gaming has changed for me. i dont know if its the games fault or just my own natural progression, but id rather have the social benefits of my xbox over the megadrive, and the tweakability, CFW related and performance related benefits of the psp over the GBA SP. would still love one of each again though to play occasionally

anyone on xbox fancy some offroad climbing or bogging in sandkings or mesas? FSZ3R0 (thats a three and a zero). could join my crew too. also, any decent crews/groups that ride with baggers/daemons/hexers? wouldnt mind not being the only one that wants to cruise maps on them haha.