darkstardust

Thanks for the positive message, as yet I'm about 5-6 weeks out of prison, still waiting for benefits to be fully sorted - and just imagine the number of possible repeat offenders who have no option but... But Laura, I'm a f* ing tough person, thank you for your message and thank you for taking the time to read and care. With thanks. J

Thanks Paddy and Ghostrider - apologies to cybersheff but this is really the truth. Going into my Mental Health notes Paddy - in 1996 when I was in court before I was given a 12 month out-patient referal by the court - that was in September 96 - December 96 the doctor had died unexpectedly and I was not given any more appointments, should have been refered to adult mental health services but was never put on their lists. So at this time I am looking at suing the council + NHS + Social Services for failing to provide suitable care. I am liasing + looking at a solicitor to sue HMP Doncaster for their failings of a medical service, refusing to acknowledge PSO 9020 and PSI 2007/09 (Release of data held by the prison and also Smoking Regulations - was put in with 2 different smokers in about a week when I am a non-smoker with asthma). http://www.leighday.co.uk/News/2012/June-2012/Leigh-Day-issues-legal-proceedings-on-behalf-of-no As I say, apologies for the disruption about 6 months back, if anyone knows of a decent solicitor firm for the above disputes then I would appreciate it, and thanks all and take care. *Says 'William Wallace' "Freedom!"*

This is about 5+ months late but - this is as best a first-hand account as you can get. On this date at about "1:55" by statements 3 council members came to my door - knocked/looked through the letterbox/called through the letter box for severeal minuites then went away - a minuite or two later they came back. This is in the police statements. I had told Sheffield homes/council to leave me alone as I have Aspergers (a form of autism) plus depression and they had failed me with the care they prommised to give - and they kept hounding me - I felt harassed and intimidated. (My mental health needs are varied and was coping as best as I could) I went to the door after dressing - not realising I had picked up and air-pistol I own (no gas/pellets) - and told them to F* off - you failed me and did nothing for me. Went back into the flat - looked to my left hand and was shocked to see the air-pistol. 2 hours later I heard "Police come out!" at my door and I came out as meek as a little lamb. I'm not a violent person - I was given a cat D (Open Prison) status and am a great guy, but I hate being pushed into a corner like on that day. I apologise for the traffic problems and to ALL the residents on Batemoor estate. Thank you all. From the "Permitted Prison Escapee"

For an all day breakfast it must be Sallys Meal Deal at meadowhead (opposite side of The Norton and Spar). Small at £3.50 and large at £4.75 - Tea/Coffee is included! Not had any of their dinner menu yet, but have had a darn good many breakfasts there, excelent staff, good place and I will recomend them to anyone. Should I get a menu uploaded I will link it on... Now - have you tried them? Do you have a favorite? What's your fancy?

Lol, you may have heard of the film/documentary 'supersize me', well I'm not that big to need a marque at a tee shirt but...

As the message says I'm looking to buy swimwear both male and female that would fit a petite size 6 lady, and also size whale for a male. Lol. My friends eldest daughter wants to go swimming, and I've been volunteered for the job - I suppose if need be - I'd do for floatation should she get into trouble - fat floats right? Lol. Seriously if you could help me with this then I would appreciate it. Thanks all.

Surprisingly no - called in in to Hardys in the past and had a good chat - purchased £15 at the most worth of .22 Air-rifle pellets - and no problems. EDIT: Can't remember much price difference between Browns and Hardys due to the amount of time I last visited them - but for CO2 cartridges I go elsewhere which is MUCH cheaper.

Personaly I will say this - bees are NOT like wasps - they will not attack unless provoked - and worker dies with the sting (wasps are evil and sting again and again...) - if you are truly thinking it's bad then consider the swarm moved if possible. I can't ofer advice of moving them but they should be semi-harmless. The morality question is - with the past bee numbers declining - will you help them die off completly? I'm sorry to be blunt but - I hope you make the right decision.

I'm sure it's over 21 myself but can't find a link. But anyways good luck and drive safe.

Aditional to what has been posted by others - usually a good/computer based ECU reader can read the memory (old reported errors/codes) and show them.

I myself have a book(s) or other I am trying to write - the middle and bits I know myself how to put them in and how they fit in - the begining - how to introduce and more importantly present it in the first page or two. Maybe through the first chapter - that's the hard one. To make readers read and then be able to slowly interface with those in the book. Hope this helps.

Thanks for looking, I've just been told her name, now to try and track her down and see if she would be willing to help. Thanks all.

OK, I'm thinking of writing either a book/books/screenplay and have decided that I need the advice of an expert. At GCSE level (and pay attention to those coming up to) I hated her as she was SO demanding - and suffered as I did not put the work or effort in either to the school essays or GCSE. Now I humbly ask for her advice should she be willing. I can't remember her name but she used to teach west wing (houses side) in the middle stair case on the right? This was 94-96 Any help I would apreciate it. Thanks all.

Also should you be pulled by ANPR - they will radio check the VIN (veichle Identification Number) to confirm that it's legaly that plate on that car. Bit of a time waster but should it catch crooks - it should be worth it. This 'should' be the only check they do. Hope this helps

I've had depression for most of my life, as my life has been full of bad events. I know the signs, as I have said I onion things, layer after layer, and I usually do OK. I use the tablets short term as usualy it is only a few months I need them for - last time would have been 8 months since I asked for them. Saves wastage and NHS funds. I phoned NHS direct as it was not at a 999 situation, samaritans for me won't work as I don't speak about my problems - hence most forms of support doesn't help me - and was helped by tablets in the morning. Yay. Will arange a docs apointment and see what we can sort out. Thanks again all - it was good people help one another still, thick or thin, friends or strangers.

Thanks for the turn out - I'm feeling a lot better, putting up another layer as I call it. Recieved my Citalopram and took the pill for the day, not had any thoughts of self harm - was at the time of posting clinging to sanity (last time I seriously lost that grip on sanity many years ago I went to Scotland and tried to pass to the next world) - but I now know how my mind works and how to protect it. Thank you all for your advice, info and offers of help - it was a short time of "whap-depression" time, and I think I'm better now, it's just how the NHS dealt with it at the time which I was not impressed with. I am back on the pills, working things out, thanks again - and all the best.

I have, it was the loss of my nephew, he was given to the earth this gone thursday, and this had finaly tipped the balance. I've had many problems - and I onion things - I form a layer around it - this time it broke - and I wanted help - I know I heed help. Out of hours can only give me my AD's (which I havent needed for about 4 months) at my local Boots.. In the morning. Yay. Looks like an emergency apointment with a doctor still...

Thanks alll for your replies - usualy I store all my problems (which are many) and 'onion' them but this was bad. I've done what I needed to do but for a while the dam just momenterily 'burst'. I'll phone for an emergency appointment tuesday unless GP Colaberative can help me. Thanks all.

I've phoned my GP - that goes to the local GP colaberative - I'm still waiting a call - it's been over an hour. It's a good job I have a good hold on things - mainly my mind.

earlier today phoned NHS direct as I had a severe depression episode - and they passed me onto a nurse, the nurse passed me onto the GP colaberative - i phoned the NHS direct over 2 hours ago. Severe depression with suicidal thoughts that I was trying to ignore? Not critisising the staff but the system - it seems to try to prioritise - die now or later? Later you get onto a different department - asked the same info - ect... Less chance of help should it be needed. ect. Edit: From the referal from NHS direct also it took a long time for the details to transfer.

Ok let me break it down for you. Option 1) Smiling happy driver, happy to help - not wearing full uniform but wearing a big smile and happy attitude. 2) Misery driver (not going any further)wearing full uniform - not speaking or when speaking it's not a pleasant experience. Part two. You are driving on the busses, would you like the general passengers to be happy and polite and maybe say please, thank you ect. When stopped at a timing point would you like people to ask 'how long please?' or tut and say it should have done AGES back? Of part two which makes the better mood for the driver - to make the ride better for the passengers? Does this help? EDIT: Also as an aside - some of the good TM drivers were not issued uniforms straight away, they drove in general clothes but were ace drivers and socialisers. The other thing about TM when I was there was it was more laid back and somewhat less formal that I saw and heard, so made the drivers happier. Did this affect working standards? Yes, you had happier customers from happier drivers.

Going back over 3 years ago worked for TM Travel as a volunteer route instructor (better on CV than sat on arse and played PS2) - I was given an interview then uniform and sent on my ways and called when I was needed. In time I didn't wear my tie nor button my shirt to the tie button. And still people and regulars were happy to see me. Why? I wore a smile and was happy and chatty to them. Then on the flip side there are those who I will gloss over, trouble of any and all kind, we have to deal with them, tolerate them, and politly ask them to leave - all of it being on OUR heads should they report us to explain our side of the story. Or worse - even if we are in the right. IIRC HGV and PSV have shifts normaly upto 9 hours - with a break of 45 minuites after 4 hors 30 minuites, then depending on the hours in the 2 week period (?) it can go up by anouther hour for two more I think. Wearing shirt, jacket, trousers and tie for 9 DRIVING hours? maybe as much as 12 work hours(driving to depot/wait/drive/break/...) with all the traffic/problems/stress/other ... Hope this helps - us working or worked on the busses are human too.

Also fortunate - my only neighbour is below me and he seems to have moved out - so bass up and volume variable for time and situation (game playing ect)

Came along there about 5PM today and was shocked (see my other post) about how people think that more than a little puddle should close a road. When I came 'fording through' I saw cars like mine hopping onto the pavement. Infact cars in front ended up behind me. My comiserations to the motorbikers though, they can't ride through.

Ok, I can accept driving standard usually, moving without indication, "mile long" 'tyres on tarmac' and all the mix in between, but with the people I have shown how to drive, I help show them how to pass their test THEN how to drive. This is in relation to the A61 where Hillsborough Park is - the the road was brought to a standstill because of people who it seemed knew not how to drive. Take - for example a ford - and not a car type Ford. You are aproaching some significant standing/moving water on the road - mirror and brake - hazards if needed. Assess - does it look deep? Kerbs - klue (clue) If you know the road then you should know how deep. Do you know how high your air filter inlet (and some times your filter box) is? Usually near the engine bonnet. * You think it's deep - how big are your wheels? 13" rims + tryes = aproximatly 7 inches (13 / 2 + 2 for tyres. * You think you will get stranded - your car is made of metal * You don't want to get wet? Chose another way. * You think you can make it? Rev up to about 2000 RPM (I aim for 1500-1700), make sure water is forced out, let out the clutch, and hold rev's. Don't go faster as this will force more water over, DONT CHANGE GEAR OR STOP!!! Once out - put on hazards - when clear and ASAP do a mild break check and then a harsh brake check. This has 2 purposes - it checks the brakes are not fouled, and also means they warm slightly up to help remove the water.