Hello everyone, yesterday at work, i got myself into very stupid situation..
At work, on a break time, i had a lunch ~5 pm,back to work.. after some time, in some 45min i felt very bad, thought gonna throw up, massive headache, so bad..went to car park, usual i keep some pills there..i was unable to find any there, automatically i started my car, driven to nearest petrol station, it's ~2min one way (in total i been out for max 10min), sometime i saw that they sell pills there..there wasn't anything good enough to buy..i comeback to site..fire alarm is on, everyone outside, just me missing, because i never signed out fire log and i didnt told anyone that im leaving somewhere..everything happened automatically, wasnt thinking straight about things like fire log, because medical condition at the moment..My team leader said, that i have a meeting at 9pm, i told him that i not feeling good, and im leaving now home..he said that we have to do my explanation where i been, during firealarm (in writing) ..i tried to explain everything what was going on, and where i been..We done that, and i gone home..Night was even worse..in a morning, i went to see my doctor, diagnosis poisoned myself with food, and some sort infection..doctor gave me a note for work & insist me to stay home, look after myself, for a few days, wrote prescription for some pills.,monday i will have to go see him again..I passed doctors note to my employer trough my colleague at work.
I understand that i done some thins wrong, but it wasn't done in purpose to brake house rules for no reason..Now is better, at least i can eat now My work colleague texted me, that there is a private letter for me..probably im suspended, dont have this letter at the moment in my hands..I can see where everything is going, it's gonna be ugly, so i want to ready myself (with all your help) good as i can, to defend myself in this case..I work at that place, almost 3 years, full time permanent, i never had any warnings or disciplinary in a past..nothing. Please people, advice me.
Sorry for mistakes & thanks in advance.