beano42

Well it feels like the fog is lifting,feeling a lot better this morning.Have had me eye on the nextdoor neighbour bit too soon for that though and i did a bottle of vodka chrismas eve so thats my chrismas cheer out of the way.Been reading what people have been posting and its true chrismas is just another day.Im not too worried bout new year now.Reading your comments has been comforting thankyou.

Did all the house work yesterday to try and keep me self busy even thought about doing some washing(but i don't know how to use washer).Spoke to a work mate hopefully were going to hookup new years eve i don't fancy doin new year on me own.Txt me ex shes letting me have the dog for company tonight so it won't be too bad,looked at the tv does'nt look if theres owt decent to watch.Oh i've reserected me xmas dinner think its about time i had something to eat.

Trying to be positive and not bring you guys down.Looks like some people have got it sussed.I have'nt spent xmas on me own for bout 22 yrs not very nice

Jst feeling a little low dont know what to do whith me self thanks msweatherwax

Hi sorry guys just need someone to talk to girlfriend left me xmas eve got no friends or family as i moved from doncaster to peterborough gave every thing up for her,finding it a little rough.Cook xmas dinner but i've just left it can't face it.Any one want to chat