one of my kittens is leaving home tomorrow couple coming to take him to his new home i l be sad when he goes my daughter will be too and 3 more left so have to go threw it again does it get any easier its so hard but cant afford to keep all of them

Ahhh... Bless, must be hard for you. What are your other kittens like? I may be interested. Pm me details if poss.

I found that it gets easier, but then I know lots of people who don't feel able to let them go at all, so what do I know?

As long as you're confident that they're going on to happy lives with responsible owners who love them then that makes things much easier. I couldn't be the sort of person who just sells the kittens without a thought about where they're going.